2-4-2011 Got it

OK so earlier was in this confused state of mind trying to back step on the hole husband thing.  Then I realized that Mother was not happy being the only one that could not control her mood swings.  So she decided she needed to visit me early.  Wasn't that so nice of her.  So at least I now know why I was wanting him back.  Now I am back and OK and do not want him back.  She can have him.