2-4-2011 First Blog

Woke up today not feeling quite right.  Really miss the idea of marriage today.  Really missing having the special someone around.  It snowed last night a good few inches very pretty, but doesn't help the mood at all.  Patrick woke up and wanted pancakes, so that helped get my mind of thinking topic of the day.   I am really trying to find positive things to think of, but at times it is hard.  I wanted my husband back, but I want him back before her.  Kind of impossible. I have started this blog to just get the feelings out.  We will see how it goes and maybe I will get better at this blog thing in the process of getting on with the next chapter of this wonderful life I have.